I think I've done it again. I think I've forgotten to shut the door. Forgotton is debatable. I'm willing him to reply to the last cold message that I sent; when I typed it I was ok with it possibly being the last thing I ever say to him. That phase of stagnation where you consciously choose words that you're willing to die on the sword for, or, less dramatically, be the last words you ever say to him. What happens to though, when I become a renegade to my own cause? When I betray my principles to engage in a battle with someone who was once on my side, or so I thought, and that I know I will never truly win?
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